Tuesday, March 31, 2009

MiAmor[11] I want you.....more?

UH… I don’t know what I should do.. I mean what .. hu :S?

My mom looked at me puzzled, and thousand thoughts kept running inside my head.
I mean I cant leave him there hanging..
“Daliaa yala binroo7 il bait.. basna shopping 7ag alyom”-M

“uh..uh. ok”-D

*ring ring*
“sh3alamich? Digega uboch bil 5a6… halla ya 3omreeey halla”-M

I’ll think about it.

I didn’t know what to answer… I mean I’ve never had a boyfriend or any of hal sowalf… u no? and the fact that I like this person AND this person likes me.. is like a huge bombshell dropped unfolded and completely unauthorized.

3ndch il wakt kila

I had to think about this… it’s a situation that maybe sometime in the future I might regret. I had to be mature about this, and set my mind into it.
I’ve had other guys ask me that question, but I refused. The reason for that, is I didn’t really like them the way they liked me.
But now, I like Jassim the way I think he likes me and more.
You know when you can see the future for like a mili second, and then it just hits you that your living, and your in reality now…
Well I can see him with me… in the future.
I mean, I cant imagine myself without him.
Maybe its just hormones talking but, im the kind of person who sets her mind to things and always has to accomplish them.

“yalla dalia”- my mother squealed breaking my whole imaginary bubble off the knot.


We walked back to the car, and drove back home.
After changing into my night wear, and headed to bed… and thought about this for over I don’t know how many hours, I decided to call.
I didn’t want to leave him hanging like a hook, and I didn’t want to lose intouch with him; certainly not.


“halla Dalia!”-J


“adg 3alaich il7en!”-j

“uh.. laish?”-D

“maby il mokalama itkoon 3alaich yalla 7aboba bye”-J


*ringing ringing*

“halla… shta3wa jassim”-D

“ahlain, a7san chithy”-J

“3ala ra7tick, int mo bil duwaniya?”-D

“la 6ila3t imbacher, bacher 3andi game min 9oba7 alla 5air!”-J

“bas it’s a holiday”-D

“eee adri… bas shinsawee hal coach wayed imthari6”-J

“haha ok goodluck”-D

“mashkora….inzain ha fakraty.. wela lail7en time?”-J

“uh..e…bas mo wayed((7ady im lieng)) I don’t know if im capable … ya3ni madry a7is im betraying my family oo madry 7aram”-D ‘chuckled’

“intay walla mara a7d s2alch hal so2al?”-J

“imbala, bas I always rejected. Liana I didn’t like them oo I didn’t see it going anywhere. Bas jassim.. I like you more than a friend oo I cant do anything about it”-D

“ham ana I like you more than a friend…”-J

“bas maybe its for the best we remain friends …”-D

“ma3a benefits”-he laughed

“madry 3an hal sha’3la wallah!!”-D

“inzain hahah sim3eeny…”-J

“sh3indick”-I teased

“ill give you time… mara7 a8a9bich…mara7 I threatn you wella hal sowalf”-J

“laish int you threatened min gabl yaal shai6an!!”-D

“haaaaaaaaa!! Ana shai6an?afaaa”-J

“3adi as2lk so2all… bas moo t3a9ib!! jad jad”-D

“a3rf shra7 tis2leen!”-J


“liana agra mo5ch… oo la.. ma 7abait min gabl”-J

“uh.. mo layig 3alaik”I teased

“hahaha.. la la, bas ya3ni gabl ayam il thanawiya.. kan rifije ygoly 3an hathy .. o o madry mino, oo ygoly ‘yoba 3ady il3b ib mo5’hm’ bas la… ana ma kint chithy AGOOLICH YA DALIA ANA SHAAAAAAAAY!!”-He teased back

“ma fahamt ya3ni INTA!! Il 7iLO!!! Ma kan 3andick?? Int bas chithy ga3d itgool 9a7?”-D

“laaa laaa mo bas chithy!! Haha inzaiin aggolich”-J

“HA HA!! Wa a5eeran 6ila3 il 9ij”-D

“kint ya3ni … a7achee hal bnaya… kanat wayed it7ibeny.. bas ib mw8ofy kint bas bal3ab feeha… ya3ni bas chihty.. 5o ayshay”-J

“ok ok kaml”-D

“fa g3dna nit7acha bil telephone… bas ma gitl’ha 3an ay shay… lana a3rf ina mafe waraha shay, ya3ni kina bil thanawiya… shbin sawe fogha fahmatny?”-J

“ee ee KAMIL lat ga6i3”-D

“Yuma Yuma, inzain hahaha…. Fa il mohm bdait a7achy wa7da thanya.. oo lail7en kint ga3d a7aichy hatheech… ya3ni bas y67al6moon ib rasy.. ana kint ag3ad bil zigara oo asma3.. oo bil duwaniya kano ydoogon chinhom bugar… fa chakoony kint ga3d a7acheehom il ithnain ma3a ba3th madry shloon nisait, oo bas zafony oo madry shino … kan sowalif yahal… oo ana kint asma3… ath7ak ib galby, bas min yomha wigaft, lana jad many5ilg sowalf 7ob oo ‘3aram oo madry shino oo ana kint mo ma5th hal mawthoo3 jaaad”-J

“yal 7aywaaan haahahahahahhaa 7aram 3alaik umbay ahahahaahahh wala itha chaikatk imsawe feeny chithy a8ichk”-D

“afaaaaaaaaaaa… la la.. intay sha’3la thanya!”-J

“3abaly ba3ad!!”-D

“inzain oo intay.. mako?”-J

“la2 ana sha6ra”-D

“yalla 6al3ay..!!”-J

“uf uf inzain”-D

“ok … ta3rft 3ala this guy min rifeejty oo kan jaaaaaaad ywanis… oo kan yfham.. bas ma kint agola shay ya3ni any of my secrets ooh al sowalif, liana kint a5af.Fa il mohm 6ilab ra8my oo bidaina nit7acha bil telephone, oo kan ydig 3alay kil ma he breaks up ma3a 7abebta .. .fa yoom galy ina yaby ykoon my bf.. oo ana 6ab33an RAFTHA ya3ni RAFTHA! Oo ohwa y8a9bny.. ooo y8a9bny… oo ana l2 o l2! Fa gal ok 3ayal inkoon friends.. oo 9ij thaliana friends… fa fe yom ri7t ma3a rab3y chee 6al3een wela ma wa3ait ila shifta… oo ana ri7t in5ashait… madry laish, hahaha nisait”-D

“haha inzain”-J

“ee fa.. ba3dain ra7 camp oo bida y7achny min ihnak, oo ana wagaft amasga liana ma abee yfakr iny kint a7iba aw shay… fa lama kan ydig a7gira oo akon 9aka il telephone… fa bida il 7aywan y6al3 esha3at 3any,, iny kint a7iba oo ohwa y7ibny oo madry shloon… fa bas ya3ni wagafna in7achy ba3ath oo haathy ihya….”-D

“gawaad! 7mar… bas zain itsaween… walla ma yswa reputation 3ala sha’3la mafe as5af minha”-J

“oo il7en a7na shg3d insawe jassim hahahaahaha”- I started laughing

“la a7na bil jam3a, hatha ‘3air”-J

“shlon ‘3air ya3ni?”-D

“ya3ni kbar, shfech mo fahma 3lay”-J

“hahah oh ok.. liany ta3bana, shift il sa3a cham?”-D



“lat nameen”-J

“haw laish?”-D

“in9aly winam, tara ga3d a8mizllich il7een”-J

“inshala.. oo ana ba3d ahhaah “-D

i stil don't know how to work the private thing, as soon as i know ill tell you!


  1. you updated!! finally, i've been waiting for this for i don't know how long eheh;p

  2. heheh nora..sorry i've been very bussy lately..

  3. just trying to make it more detailed for my lovely readers ;)

  4. no dont go private and if u do please tell me how i can be added :(

  5. haha nice nice;p.. ba3aad? please lat6awleen!

  6. F; i might not go private, im still thinking about it.
    Anon; hahaha inshala...ill try:*

  7. love the post and love your story;*

  8. laish ba3ad private??? dont go private!!!

    amazing post - i like these honesty chats

  9. LAAAAAAAAAA PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ dont go private! Ba3daain I read ur amazing story :(

  10. thank you 4 the post daaahling loved it!!

  11. equisite:* thanks xx
    3anooda... hahaha yeah... waaaaay to honest ;p
    Anonymous; inshala, ill think about it
    Dazzlin; your welcome dahhhhhhhhling hope u enjoyed reading it ;]

  12. la2 plz dnt go private plz ... b3deen how will i read ur story ??
    im a silent reader ... bs after i read that little note of urs i had to comment
    im soo in love with ur story .. plz plz dnt ;(

  13. anon; 7ayatii walla ill think about it! and its great to hear from a silent reader=]