Tuesday, March 31, 2009

MiAmor[11] I want you.....more?


UH… I don’t know what I should do.. I mean what .. hu :S?

My mom looked at me puzzled, and thousand thoughts kept running inside my head.
I mean I cant leave him there hanging..
“Daliaa yala binroo7 il bait.. basna shopping 7ag alyom”-M

“uh..uh. ok”-D

*ring ring*
“sh3alamich? Digega uboch bil 5a6… halla ya 3omreeey halla”-M

*Imessaged
I’ll think about it.

I didn’t know what to answer… I mean I’ve never had a boyfriend or any of hal sowalf… u no? and the fact that I like this person AND this person likes me.. is like a huge bombshell dropped unfolded and completely unauthorized.

*Message
3ndch il wakt kila

I had to think about this… it’s a situation that maybe sometime in the future I might regret. I had to be mature about this, and set my mind into it.
I’ve had other guys ask me that question, but I refused. The reason for that, is I didn’t really like them the way they liked me.
But now, I like Jassim the way I think he likes me and more.
You know when you can see the future for like a mili second, and then it just hits you that your living, and your in reality now…
Well I can see him with me… in the future.
I mean, I cant imagine myself without him.
Maybe its just hormones talking but, im the kind of person who sets her mind to things and always has to accomplish them.

“yalla dalia”- my mother squealed breaking my whole imaginary bubble off the knot.

“ok-kaik”-D

We walked back to the car, and drove back home.
After changing into my night wear, and headed to bed… and thought about this for over I don’t know how many hours, I decided to call.
I didn’t want to leave him hanging like a hook, and I didn’t want to lose intouch with him; certainly not.


*dialing..dialing…*

“halla Dalia!”-J

“halla....”-D

“adg 3alaich il7en!”-j

“uh.. laish?”-D

“maby il mokalama itkoon 3alaich yalla 7aboba bye”-J

“byee”-D

*click*
*ringing ringing*

“halla… shta3wa jassim”-D

“ahlain, a7san chithy”-J

“3ala ra7tick, int mo bil duwaniya?”-D

“la 6ila3t imbacher, bacher 3andi game min 9oba7 alla 5air!”-J

“bas it’s a holiday”-D

“eee adri… bas shinsawee hal coach wayed imthari6”-J

“haha ok goodluck”-D

“mashkora….inzain ha fakraty.. wela lail7en time?”-J

“uh..e…bas mo wayed((7ady im lieng)) I don’t know if im capable … ya3ni madry a7is im betraying my family oo madry 7aram”-D ‘chuckled’

“intay walla mara a7d s2alch hal so2al?”-J

“imbala, bas I always rejected. Liana I didn’t like them oo I didn’t see it going anywhere. Bas jassim.. I like you more than a friend oo I cant do anything about it”-D

“ham ana I like you more than a friend…”-J


“bas maybe its for the best we remain friends …”-D

“ma3a benefits”-he laughed

“madry 3an hal sha’3la wallah!!”-D

“inzain hahah sim3eeny…”-J

“sh3indick”-I teased

“ill give you time… mara7 a8a9bich…mara7 I threatn you wella hal sowalf”-J

“laish int you threatened min gabl yaal shai6an!!”-D

“haaaaaaaaa!! Ana shai6an?afaaa”-J

“3adi as2lk so2all… bas moo t3a9ib!! jad jad”-D

“a3rf shra7 tis2leen!”-J

“sh3arfk”-D

“liana agra mo5ch… oo la.. ma 7abait min gabl”-J

“uh.. mo layig 3alaik”I teased

“hahaha.. la la, bas ya3ni gabl ayam il thanawiya.. kan rifije ygoly 3an hathy .. o o madry mino, oo ygoly ‘yoba 3ady il3b ib mo5’hm’ bas la… ana ma kint chithy AGOOLICH YA DALIA ANA SHAAAAAAAAY!!”-He teased back


“ma fahamt ya3ni INTA!! Il 7iLO!!! Ma kan 3andick?? Int bas chithy ga3d itgool 9a7?”-D

“laaa laaa mo bas chithy!! Haha inzaiin aggolich”-J

“HA HA!! Wa a5eeran 6ila3 il 9ij”-D

“kint ya3ni … a7achee hal bnaya… kanat wayed it7ibeny.. bas ib mw8ofy kint bas bal3ab feeha… ya3ni bas chihty.. 5o ayshay”-J

“ok ok kaml”-D

“fa g3dna nit7acha bil telephone… bas ma gitl’ha 3an ay shay… lana a3rf ina mafe waraha shay, ya3ni kina bil thanawiya… shbin sawe fogha fahmatny?”-J

“ee ee KAMIL lat ga6i3”-D

“Yuma Yuma, inzain hahaha…. Fa il mohm bdait a7achy wa7da thanya.. oo lail7en kint ga3d a7aichy hatheech… ya3ni bas y67al6moon ib rasy.. ana kint ag3ad bil zigara oo asma3.. oo bil duwaniya kano ydoogon chinhom bugar… fa chakoony kint ga3d a7acheehom il ithnain ma3a ba3th madry shloon nisait, oo bas zafony oo madry shino … kan sowalif yahal… oo ana kint asma3… ath7ak ib galby, bas min yomha wigaft, lana jad many5ilg sowalf 7ob oo ‘3aram oo madry shino oo ana kint mo ma5th hal mawthoo3 jaaad”-J

“yal 7aywaaan haahahahahahhaa 7aram 3alaik umbay ahahahaahahh wala itha chaikatk imsawe feeny chithy a8ichk”-D

“afaaaaaaaaaaa… la la.. intay sha’3la thanya!”-J

“3abaly ba3ad!!”-D

“inzain oo intay.. mako?”-J

“la2 ana sha6ra”-D

“yalla 6al3ay..!!”-J

“uf uf inzain”-D

“ok … ta3rft 3ala this guy min rifeejty oo kan jaaaaaaad ywanis… oo kan yfham.. bas ma kint agola shay ya3ni any of my secrets ooh al sowalif, liana kint a5af.Fa il mohm 6ilab ra8my oo bidaina nit7acha bil telephone, oo kan ydig 3alay kil ma he breaks up ma3a 7abebta .. .fa yoom galy ina yaby ykoon my bf.. oo ana 6ab33an RAFTHA ya3ni RAFTHA! Oo ohwa y8a9bny.. ooo y8a9bny… oo ana l2 o l2! Fa gal ok 3ayal inkoon friends.. oo 9ij thaliana friends… fa fe yom ri7t ma3a rab3y chee 6al3een wela ma wa3ait ila shifta… oo ana ri7t in5ashait… madry laish, hahaha nisait”-D

“haha inzain”-J

“ee fa.. ba3dain ra7 camp oo bida y7achny min ihnak, oo ana wagaft amasga liana ma abee yfakr iny kint a7iba aw shay… fa lama kan ydig a7gira oo akon 9aka il telephone… fa bida il 7aywan y6al3 esha3at 3any,, iny kint a7iba oo ohwa y7ibny oo madry shloon… fa bas ya3ni wagafna in7achy ba3ath oo haathy ihya….”-D

“gawaad! 7mar… bas zain itsaween… walla ma yswa reputation 3ala sha’3la mafe as5af minha”-J

“oo il7en a7na shg3d insawe jassim hahahaahaha”- I started laughing

“la a7na bil jam3a, hatha ‘3air”-J

“shlon ‘3air ya3ni?”-D

“ya3ni kbar, shfech mo fahma 3lay”-J

“hahah oh ok.. liany ta3bana, shift il sa3a cham?”-D

“la2”-D


“THINTAIN YAL MAYNON”-J

“lat nameen”-J

“haw laish?”-D

“in9aly winam, tara ga3d a8mizllich il7een”-J

“inshala.. oo ana ba3d ahhaah “-D

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i stil don't know how to work the private thing, as soon as i know ill tell you!
enjoyxx

Thursday, March 26, 2009

MiAmor[10];only time knows... ((going private))


My mobile started to ring.
We stopped cuddling each other and got into shape.
"omi"-D
he nodded.
"halla mamaty"-D
"ha 7abebty!! Lail7en your studying?"-mama
"uh ..tawny im5al9a gilt atmasha shway "-D
"uhaa.. inzain 5aleech ihnak ana yayatlich.. "-mama
((crap))I stared at jassim with a worried look and bit my lip.
"inshala, ya3ni yabelch cham digega?"-D
"15"-Mama
"yalla ok ana na6ritich"-D
*clic*

"3asa ma shar?"-J
"omi ra7 tiyee"-D
"uha ok.. uh shloon 3ayal?"-J
"wallah madre.."-D
"5ala9 ana amshee"-J
"not now"-D
"ee ee inshala"-J

now it was his phone ringing
"aloo.na3am?.........yal 9aidaÖ kaaak.. ubook ya 7mar"- and so the convo continued...
while I drifted off to forver21. He was standing outside, in the stand.
I picked up a couple of dresses and some funky shirts... that had lame jokes on them.
And headed to the dressing room..
I put on a blue poka dot dress,and examined it on me...
*naah makes me look like a blueberry*
*my phone started to ring
"ya?"-D
"wainich?"-J
"dressing room"-D
"yalla bye"-J
*click*

he came to the dressing room, but not call my name out..cuz obviously everyone would think were crazy.
When I finished trying on the stuff I got, I unlocked the door, and saw him sitiing and busy with his phone.

"ha 5ala9ty?"-J
"yupyup"-D (I winked)
"jassim come, inside"-D
he stood up and headed to me, I closed the door.
"im going to call shireefa now"-D
he gave me this serious look like MIN 9IJICH
"and i donít want to do it alone.. fa"-D
ìkany ma3achî he touched my hand and squeezed it. 
*deed, deed, deed*
by the forth ring  she answered
"halla 7abooba!!"-S
"halla sharoof"-D
"agool dalia ana shiftech ma3a jassim wela ga3d at5ayl?"-S
((jassims face was close to mine, cuz he was trying to itsama3))
"ee"-D
"AHAM SHAY!! Ma hagaitich chithy"-S
"look whos talking " I mumbld to Jassim.
"la sharoof, kan ga3d ydarisny"-7awalt arag3íha
"y9eer 5air, tara hes mine so if you respect me back off"-S
((I giggled))
Jassim wanted to pee on his pants.
"agool, I respect you enough to do that, but I called you for a reason"-I winked to jassim
"and whats that?"- S
"ma a3tirf feech inich rifejty ...fa i5ti9aran.. I donít want to be your friend"-D
and I shut the phone.
Me and jassim kept laughin, he fell on the floor and I fell with him.. only on top of him.
His hands were around my waist.
"why are we laughing? I just lost a friend"- D *giggle*
"madry hahah"-J
---- mama caling
I punched jassim " sh sh , my mamas calling"
"halla mamitaaa"-D ( he cuddeld me so close, and put his face on my shoulder.)
***CHILLS****
"wainich? 5ams digayg oo o9al avenues"-mama
(( jassim kissed me on my neck.. woah ok!!)) 
I punched him.
"haha mama ok"- D --I was so lost with words.---
"shfeech?shal thi7k?"-Mama
(( he kissed my ears)) and I punched him again
"wala shay mama"-D
(and I mumbled bes to jassim)
"yalla alageech ib debenhams"-M
"okaaay byeee"-D
*click*
 I stood up, and held out my hand to him.
He stood up.
"uff by the way your leaving now"- I stared at him and started to laugh.
"la bacher"-J
"malee8 jassim :) " i teased
" bye "-J
"byeeeeeeeee"-D
and he hugged me soo tighttt, and I hugged him so tight back. 
"you smell amazing yal zag, im borrowing your calonia"-D [ I said while we were still hugging]
"a36eech yaa, walla yhimich"-J
"bas 3ad, tara f8a9tny"-D
"digega ba3ad"-J
"jassim"-D
"HM?"-j
"tara I sleep if you hug me to much"-D
*mama calling
"OMI GA3D DIG ya 7ilo, bas digega."-D
"mama ana ib forver 21"-D
"ee ok , kaho jbaly, digega oo ayelich"-M
*clic*
"BARAAAAAAAAAAAA JASSIM BARA"-i laughed. 
"bye"and he pecked my cheecks.
((whats happening to him..?))
and he left, and I left...
My mom and I shopped like crazy. 
And we decided to rest in starbucks.
I missed jassim already, last time I saw him was 5 hours ago :( 
*Imessaged
yo, whats your pretty face doing?
*message
ga3d ashoof koora ma3a il shabab
*Imessaged
oh ok.. i miss you hahaha
*message
walla ana akthar
*imessaged
:* ill leave you to what your doing
*message
Dalia... will you be my girlfriend?

Sunday, March 22, 2009

sorry

This is the end of my posts.
NO, it didnt end like that.
We had so much stuff going on before stepping forward.
But i just wanna close my blog, or like... not continue it.
sorry.. its nothing personal.


p.s. your mean comments is like hell burning my heart.
you dont understand what im going through,so dont try to ease your pain or mine by insulting. allah ya36ekom il 3agl.. and have a great life.

oh and to al l my great readers, i really appreciate your sweet thoughts and considerations. Honestly, it made me smile. ThankYou.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

MiAmor[9]; love is in the air [ this is to "my little secret" i hope you see this]


i couldn’t sleep that night, I kept tossing and turning. I just desperately wanted to know… how bad was that Shireefa girl was!
*Imessaged
goodmorning Jassim :) wake up…
and im not calling you
because you’ll hate me (: and
im going to Paul for breakfast iley ib avenues
fa your most welcome


that was at 9, and I knew for sure he would probably reply at like 1?!
I took my books, and my laptop.
I wore my skinny jeans, and a white flowy shirt and wore my black ballet shoes.
I took my keys, and explained to mama that im going to study there.
When I got there, I ordered my coffee from starbucks and went to Pauls.
Kilish mafee i7tiram ;p bas I cant live without their coffee ;p
I opened my laptop, and started typing my essay… and putting sticky notes on my book.
The waiter seemes distracted and hated the fact that I was studying at their place.
But I kept telling him “5 more minutes, im typing the last word!”
*message
7AYATI I miss you..
shda3wa you don’t ask about me
… dalioo hatha yzay oo athab6ich ;] jk jk


[ewww its shirefa ]

*Imessaged
halla 7ayati
sorry walla so much stuff
and intay laish u don’t keep intouch ;p!



[uf. ]

*message
Halla dalia, 9ba7 il 5air ;p
Omy tawha imga3datny 3ashan tabeny ayeblaha
Sha’3la min il jam3iya
Ba3d shway ayeelich


*Imessaged
9ba7 il THUHAR ;p
ok yalla take your time
and shireefa messaged!!


*message
7abeebty .. ana il7een ib avenues
H&M come.. lets get some girl bonding



*message
7igray.

*Imessaged
Shireefa 7ayati walla I cant
Im in avenues now, and im typing my essay



*messag
wain ib avenues

(SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT)

*imessaged
Pauls.. im meeting someone.


*message
ok.. fine… 3ayal… sometime later xx

*imessaged
inshala 7abeebty.

(uff il faka min’ha)

15 minutes later

*message
yaylich il7een…

*Imessaged
ok, bas ana mo ib Pauls.. i6ridony :p

*Message
ana a3ilmhom ;p

he called 5 minutes later
“aloo”- D

“halla, wainich ?”-J

“im trying on cloths in River Island”-D

“uh .. wain alageech ?”-J

“come here!”-D ( as i tried to zip my jeans)

“ma3rf waina, inzain… agolich meet me at Pauls, lana ohwa jidam wayhe”-D

“inshala,but give me a minute”-D

“okaik, bye”-J

I met him in pauls 10 minutes later, cuz a shirt caught my eyes.

“JASSIM!”- I screeched
I saw him sitting and smoking.
He was wearing a purple polo shirt, and grey trackpants(shkla 7ada not in the mood :p). and a hat, but he wore it backwurds, so part of his hair was coming out.

“halla dalia”-he stood up, and put his cigarette in the small bin.extinct.

“5alik ga3d sht3wa”-D

“la la, i7tiram shway shfeech”-he winked

“haha ok,,tabe tamshy wala we sit?”-D

“3al ra7tich”-J

“walk”-D ...I gave him the puppy eyes look

“5ala9 WALK it is !”-J

“dalo, 3a6eny jan6itch iley feha laptop!”-J

“la la 5aleha ma3y!”-d

“byinksr thahrch, 3a6eeniyaha”-J

“jassim mo thgeela!!”-D

“3adi, 3a6eny yaha oo ray7eeny”-J

I gave in, and gave it to him.

“JASSIM DISH JASSIM DISH!”-D

“wain wain ??”-J

“zara,, OH OH by the way!! I got you something”-D

“shino haha”-J

“ta3al il dressing room.”
We went in, and into the room.

“ok shoof, hatha it just caught my eyes, and I thought it would look AMAZING 3alaik”-D

“wareeny ya!!!!”-J

“first drum rolls!”-D

“laa!!”-J
“please jassim please!!”-D

“ukh , ok dum dum dum”- he looked upwards
and I started laughingggggggggggggggg!!

“yalla kahoo yal fashill hahah!!”-D

HE OPENED HIS EYES SOOOOOOOO EXTENSIVLY!

It was a power rangers shirt ;]

“laaaaaaaaaa2 laaaaaaaaaa2 magdar!! Ana wallllaaaa mooo 3omry ithnain”-J

“try it,,” as I unlocked the door and stood outside.

“dalia…”-J

“jassim..”-D

and he closed the door.slowly,passing his gloomy face.
SUCCESS!!!

He came out, and I got my bb out.
*click*(picture)

“FOG’HAA?!!!”-J

“haaaaaaahahahahahaha yoou look so cute walla hahahaah”-D

he came close to me, and started pinching my cheecks.
And yes we were in a girls dressing room
And that lady stared at us like we were insane, she stared making calls
Jassim noticed.
And ignored.(he was a bit disappointed)
He went inside and changed.
We went out, and started to talk.
You should have seen the peoples faces…
So dramatic
“Umbay, hathy mnin9ij’ha wain ga3dain?”
I heard people say as we passed by.

We walked to the end of avenues, it was so empty there, we were the only people.
He put his arm around my shoulders, and his face close to mine.
I felt so cuddled
“za3lana?”-J
“wallaw!!it was so fun”-D

*messaged
5osh company! Ma ti3zimony?

His arms cuddled me so hard

“jassim ma giltle 3an shirefa”-D

“ee.. wala hal bint 9ay3a!”-J

“she just messaged me, look”-D

“shino ya3ni, 5osh company? Min 9ij’ha.. goléelaha ma7d 6ilab raych.. 5al tathlif.”-J

he let go of his hand, and i stood infront of him.
“see that’s what I don’t understand,,, weren’t you like friends with her”- I started talking with my hand gestures.

“hadday balich… bas ina il shabab galoley ina shayfeen’ha ib 7aflat wa7d, shes drinking and smoking.. alaho a3laam shitsawe ba3ad! Min 9ijich tabeny ag3ad ma3a hal ashkaal? Kil digega i6arishhly messages I love yyouo oo madry shino, oo aham shay you think artha inich tig3deen ma3a hal ashkal oo ti5tirb sim3tch 3al fathy”-J
I blushed. Ya7laila.
we stood by the stairs.
I stared downstairs.
He rubbed my back.
“madry min wain y6la3on hal ashka’l. wae3, that whore.. sorry 3ala the words. Bas jad, lay mita chithy.. ?y3ni shbe golon 7ag zoj’hm when they get married, I doubt they can even hide it, no one would want them ba3ad.”

“9a7 kalamich…”-J

“haha adri”-D

“za3lty?”-j

“laish.. 5al’ha twaly..hal ashkaal ma ystahloon wa7da nafsy”- I teased

he put his arm on my sholders, and hugged my so hard.
Uf It felt too warm and right… butterflies.. butterflies, and more butterlflies.
”3afya!!”-J

we walked, and I put my hand in his waist. Uf. It just felt right.
But still… that doesn’t mean were a couple right? Were just friends :)
I wasn’t crossing any boundaries.
I guess..

Saturday, March 14, 2009

MiAmor[8]; wearing my heart on my sleeve


*message
we9alt


*imessaged
7amdillah 3ala il salama! im watching sound of music with Trigger!

*message
mino trigger ba3ad ;p

*imessaged
7abeeby ;]


*message
afaaaaa!! '3rt ;p

*imessaged
hehee, my cat

*message
a7na il7een ibnil3ab koout

*imessaged
wa3

*message
laish?

*imessaged
Ma af'ham hal li3ba, oo 6ool 3omry mara7 af'hamha!

i looked at my phones wallpaper, how can someone so simple make my heart skip a beat,and butterflies circle my stomach.he answered after a while.

*message
haha, shloon il filim?;p

*imessaged
Good, im singing along, and now my stomach hurts cuz i ate so much junk..mo 9ij :D

*message
miskeena,matshofeen shar.inshala trigger imsaweelich jaw?

i took a picture of my face trying to bite off triggers head, it looked so funny. Trigger looked scared, and i looked like crap...but i didnt care?? :)

*send*.*heart beat*

*message
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL, 3afya vegetatrion!

*imessaged
Shush, hatha 3ashan abayn lik iny wa7da yo3ana

*message
7aram... 7ag ga6wa ;p

*imessaged
LA LA LA! rifeejty a5er mara im6arshatly e-mail, in i dont remmber ay country,
they actually eat cats and mice ...i cried.

*message
KAAAAAK! tibcheen 3ala kilshay intay? la la joke:* hatha imbayn inich 9ij 9ij oo 9ij you care:*

*imessaged
SHIFT SHLOON!! lazim wayed nas ykononoon nafsy
-----------------Anyways, we messaged till 12.

*imessaged
tara i have to sleep, im so tired, i was supposed to sleep at 9.... bas 3ashanik ga3adt!!

*message
ana 6ali3 il fayer

*imessaged
take care 3ayal..ok?

----Incoming call----Jassim.
"halla Dalia"-J


"DISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!"-i heard a guy scream


"thwany yal ba6aaa"-J
i laughed sooooooooo hard,
i struggled sayin "he...l....looo!! HAHAHAH"-D


"hehe, ha shga3d saween"-J


"ana il7een bil frash...mitla7fa oo feeling so cozy n sleepy"-D


"alah! shawagteeny abe anam"-J


"NAM!!!"-D


"la, bag3ad ma3a il shabab shway"-J


"ill leave you to that 3ayal"-D


"mm.. ba'3ait agoolich shay!"-J


"gool...shfeek jassim?"-D


i got scared, he seemed weird. What exactly was he going to say.

"ba3day min shireefa"-J


"uh...ana a9lan mo wayd close ma3aha bas she calls and asks about me, and if iwant to go out.. but i ditch.. i dono why thou"-D
"ee , la bas wa5ray 3an'ha, sim3at'ha 6ay7a"-J


((A GUY IS TELLING ME THIS.. SO OBVIOUSLY THERE IS A BIG STORY BEHIND IT ALL... akeeeed ray7a feeeha))

"Inshala, fe shay thany?"-D


"lala a5aleech 3ala nomtch"-J


"ok bas, Jassim shino il sabab?"-D


"agoolich ba3dain, bas deerbalich!"-J


"inshala, and thank you!"-D


"yalla ok.. ti9bi7een 3ala 5air"-J


"wint min ahala..."-D


and we closed the phone.

I

Was

Curious.

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do you guys know what happend to "my little secret?"

Friday, March 13, 2009

MiAmor[7]-:The best way to forget your past is to reveal it-Starlight


When  I reached starbucks, I called him.
“BOO!” I screeched. 
“5ara3teeny!”-he talked back.
“ashkara la2”-I pouted.
“9idteeny..”-he laughed.
“wainick?tara ana bara starbucks!”-D
“uhhh..dishay.. ana il7een ma3a rfeejy”-J
“ 3ayal laish gitlee aye, 5ala9 barja3?!”-D
“ la la!”-J
I sat on the step.
“asti7y, adish 3arth laish?!”-D
“ya7lailch…agoola yroo7.. wella yhimich!”-J
“LA LA! Ana aroo7, 5ala9 ashoofick bacher aw shay!”-D
“may9eer chithy!3aib 3alay!”-J
“walla itha gitla y6la3 ana awareek!”-I threatened and laughed.
As I was laughing, an unknown number was calling.
“agool Jassim, fe an unknown number ga3d ydeg 3alay!”-D
“7a6ay convo”-J
“min9ijk?witha 6la3t rifeejty!”-D
“a9ikaa!”-J
“ok witha 6ila3 rayal ma3arfa?”-D
“ana ajawib”-he answered ib kiiiiiiiiiiiil birooda.
“LA! Ana.. 5alik sakit”-D
I convoed.
“alo…Dalia?”-
“na3am?mino ma3ay?!”-D
“o5och Nawaf!!”-N
“5air?!”-D
“abe ra8m 7abeebch ily shiftah ib McDonalds!”-N
I shut the phone. OK! Mr.Stalker was going beyond his limits.
I stood up,and ran to my car.
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT
Incoming call.Jassim.
“aloo..!”I said devastated.
“wainich?”-J… worried.
“im heading home..”-I answered. My jaw started to wiggle .My tears would come out any minute now.
“riday il jam3aa.”-J
“jassim akalmik ba3dain.”-D
I closed the phone.
*message
DALIA! Ridaay il jam3aa.. 3ashan nitfaham!
*Imessaged
JASSIM! No… not now. Ill call you later oo nitfahm!
*message
Lat 5afeen mara7 y9eer shay
*Imessaged
Hatha ilay ana 5ayfa min
*message
Lat 7ateen,ill take care of it
-
I called while I was in a red light.
“Jassim.no!”-D
“shino no?”-J
“ibrasik hosha.. 5ala9 drop it. Its not worth it!”-D
“adree adree, ana bas batfahm ma3a!”-J
“min 9iji?witha yayib ma3a sicheena oo bi8ichk, 3ala sibat shino? Anaa…?”-D
“a7sanly amoot bidal ma ashoof hal zift oo il 7inch yitlazg feech!5an a’adba.. imbayn ina ahala mo imrabeena 3adl, hal jins!”-J
I sobbed.
“5ala9 5ala9, hadday balich… hal dmoo3 ma tiswa. Bas next time he messages goleely! Ana oo rab3y nitfahm ma3a!”-J
“5ala9 a7san”I said, while whipping my tears.
“bashoofich alyom?”-J
“kafik..?”-D
I reached home.
“I don’t think im in the mood to go out, sorry. 7ady mishtahya I sit and watch movies”-D
“haha 5ala9 3ayal, tamreeni ibshay?”-J
“ee…”-D
“amraaaaaay!”-J
“lat 9ik il telephone””-D
“hahaha laish?!”-J
“madry… bas.. I feel…hmmm.”-D
“shino hahaa?”-J
“safe”-D….. my face flushed red.
“7ayatiii!! Tara im here for you, daymaaan! 7i6ay hatha ib balich!”-J
“mashkkooor walla matga9err!”-D
“agool Dalolity, ana il7een bil sayara ba7a6ch 3aal speaker, fa itha ma smi3tety 9ooty gooleely!”-J
“7atherrrrrrr”-D
At 8.
“china ma9a5’naha”I talked, while turning to the to the other side of my bean bag.
“hahah ra7 3alaich il filim!”-J
“Killa minik!”-D
“ana il7een baroo7 il dwainiya”-J
“la2.. I was having fun!”I said in a low voice.
“digeega bas abadel!”-J
“ok”-D
“Dalia!”-J
“Halla?”-D
“twathay”-J
“yalla.. 9alaina il 3a9r o il ma’3rb ma3a ba3th.. il7een li3sha.. ya7lailna tara!”-D
“haah eee walla!”-J
I listened to the water drip,I loved him for making me pray, and be close to God. I barely used to pray before, but know.. I just cant miss a prayer.
-we prayed.
“jassim.. I need to pee!”-D
“pee!”-J
*btw.. we avoided all the calls.. but not messages ;]*
“la fashlaa!”-D
“il7een 6ala3taay kil asrarich oo 3yoobich oo itgoleen fashla”-J
“hahahaha EE! Ba7i6ck yam my childhood teady bear, mara7 a6awl”-D
“ok haha”-J
5 minutes later.
“im back!!!”-D
“ana al7een badish il sayara…”-J
“ana il7een bafich il talfizyoon!”-D
-15 minutes later
“wi9alt”-J
“lil asaf”-D
“haha lat 5afeen lail7een mo goodbye!”-J
“pfff”-D
“messages… shfeech?”-J
“fine…. And I want updates”-D
“haman ana”-J
I smiled.
“yalla bye dalolty”-J
Weeeeeeeeee*dances*
“bye jassommy!”-D
I blushed.
“ityanineen!”-J
“int akthar..yala alla ma3ak!”-D
“ma3asalama ya 7ilwa!”-J
And we closed the phone.
-I really got to know him, in a day or so.. so much came out of my mouth. I don’t trust easily.. but he was just… special? And trustworthy.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

MiAmor[6] Dedicated to: Hi my name is...


Curiosity was screaming Jassim’s name.
“shyaby hatha i6ig ib direshty?”-jassim bawled.
He opened my side of window… 
“ na3am?...5air?”-Jassim strutted.
“la o5oy… bas kint abee .. Dalia!”- he talked with a malevolence and haunted eyes.
Jassim stared at me… now curiosity was spinning in his veins. 
I stared at him, scared… with fright and panic speaking for my eyes.
He closed the window.
Relief.
The guy tapped on the window, once more again, but this time… his eyebrows were bought together, and a shade of red smoldering his features. His expression, was the most scariest of all appearance’s I have seen in a person.
Jassim, opened the door… and allowed himself out.
“na3am..? shtaby… ?!!” he screamed.
“ABEE DALIA!”-he screamed back.
Ummmmmmm WHAT THE ?
“lo kanat tabeek chan yatlik, bas ma tabeek.. yala ithlif 3an wayhe la a9ikik buks 3ala 9al3itik!”-Jassim heroically advised him.
The guy gave him the most vulnerable stare of all, and walked away, mumbling stuff.
Jassim came in… and asked “ shilsalfa? Shyabe feech hatha!?”
“madry… ma3arfa… a3ti8id hes my stalker, cuz everywhere I go… he would be right behind me.”
“ahaaaaaaaam shay !hahaaay! .. 6a3 hal mostawa hatha… wain ga3deen yubaaa!!”
“adri… shasawi ba3ad… ya3ni im too pretty..” I teased.
He smiled, and nodded.
“tara im joking, lat faker iny ana wayed wath8a ib nafsy.. ana sheefa !!” I scolded with a giggle.
“la bafaker inich wayed wath8a ibnafsich.. lana 9ij.. intay ‘pretty’” he mocked me, and punched me smoothly. 
“hey hey… yi3awer.. tar im fragile”-I hideously joked.
“ la laaaaaa magdar FRAGILE!! Hahha”he laughed,a nd pinched my cheeks.
I liked his laugh.It echoed everywhere, I wouldn’t be surprised if I was in the moon and could still hear it.
“bass 3ad 3an il ti6aniz…ana a7ib il nas il 9are7een tara !” I gagged.
“5ala9 5ala9 im serious!....... haaa raj3eeeeeeen?!”he screamed.
“yalaaaaaa!!” I screamed back.
When we got there, i opened the door and stood opening the passengers door to check if I had missed anything, im the type of person who runs of and leaves her stuff in other people’s homes or cars…etc.
“bil thab6 shga3da saween?”- he laughed
“achayk itha 6aya7t shay…”-I responded.
“la ma athen nisaity shay, a9lan itha nisaytay shay agoolich wayeblich ya bacher !”
“ee ok 3ayal..5ala9!”I talked as I tried to tie my hair in a high bun,  looking more like an alien.
“ok Jassim.. thank you for the brunch.. it was nice getting to know you!”I winked.
Wow, I just did that. After miraculously practiced trying to wink for a thousand years or so…?
“hahah la intay thank you!!...”-he winked back.
“you stole my move… give it back!”- I screamed
“ la mako… hathy 9arat our new greetings”- he laughed.
“fine, bas I do it better than you 3ala fikra… ya3ni!”I teased.
“y9eer 5air.. ni9 i3yonich kanat imgafla.. mo kilha.. fa lat 9adgeen!”- 
I pouted.
He laughed.
I smiled.
He smiled.
We stared.
“hahah ok anyways……. I have to leave.. MY CLASS ya baba!!!” I closed the door, waved goodbye, and ran. Hoping he wouldn’t see me run, just incase I tripped or something.
I sat in class.. sooooooo extremely bored;For I don’t know how many freaking minutes.
I took my phone out and started to message Jassim.
I messaged.
fe wa7da jidamy… 7a6a roob ib i7jab’ha… oo shes covering the board. 

He messaged back
 Fe wa7ed imtani7 ib mobayla.. o he’s drolling.
I messaged
Fe wa7da labsa fa83, shwaya oo iy3amy 3ainy ;p!
He messaged 
Fee wa7da lazm it’hid mobilha oo itrakz
I messaged back
Fe wa7d lazim ma yrid 3alaiha after this message 3ashan tigder itrakz.

He messaged
Hahay;p yalla good luck

I messaged
Tara bas magdar arakz ur distracting my studies

He messaged
Agooooooool!! Askit a7san.

I messaged
LA7THA LA7THA!! Send me ur bbpin.
He messaged 
******** ha.
I took a picture of the cubed girl with the roob in her 7ijab, and sent it to him.
With a text…. “7asait feeny il7een?!!”

He messaged
Miskeena.. mita bit5al9een!?

I messaged
Shakly ba6la3 in like 15 minutes… lana mako fayda min ga3dity.

He messaged
Starbucks ?:)

I messaged
Bas tara malait min wayhick , oo shino bitsaminy ba3aaaaad :P!

He messaged
Starbucks wella agri9 i5dodich tara HAA!!

I laughed… secretly.

I messaged 
3aib!

He messaged
At8ashmar tara, yala starbucks

I messaged
Yallllllll 7anaaaaaaaa!! *evil laugh*

He messaged
5ala9 za3alteeny chithy tara.
(he took a picture of him with a grumpy face and sent it)
“WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY” I screamed in class.
He looked so cute.
I cant believe how we bonded so quickly, I loved it.
The professor talked
“ you are more than welcome to leave, better than distracting the other students who attended to study”- he talked britishly.
I put my hand in my mouth, and screeched “sorry”
I put his grumpy face as my background.lovely.
I left class and messaged
“im counting the steps to starbucks!!!:P”
 He messaged
Fathya :p la la … ashwa .. ya3ni hal face sawa shay.

I messaged
EEEEEEEEE sawa!! 9ar my new background.

He messaged
KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!! Ibtifth7eeny intay!
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