
Thursday, March 26, 2009
MiAmor[10];only time knows... ((going private))

Sunday, March 22, 2009
sorry
NO, it didnt end like that.
We had so much stuff going on before stepping forward.
But i just wanna close my blog, or like... not continue it.
sorry.. its nothing personal.
p.s. your mean comments is like hell burning my heart.
you dont understand what im going through,so dont try to ease your pain or mine by insulting. allah ya36ekom il 3agl.. and have a great life.
oh and to al l my great readers, i really appreciate your sweet thoughts and considerations. Honestly, it made me smile. ThankYou.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
MiAmor[9]; love is in the air [ this is to "my little secret" i hope you see this]

*Imessaged
goodmorning Jassim :) wake up…
and im not calling you
because you’ll hate me (: and
im going to Paul for breakfast iley ib avenues
fa your most welcome
that was at 9, and I knew for sure he would probably reply at like 1?!
I took my books, and my laptop.
I wore my skinny jeans, and a white flowy shirt and wore my black ballet shoes.
I took my keys, and explained to mama that im going to study there.
When I got there, I ordered my coffee from starbucks and went to Pauls.
Kilish mafee i7tiram ;p bas I cant live without their coffee ;p
I opened my laptop, and started typing my essay… and putting sticky notes on my book.
The waiter seemes distracted and hated the fact that I was studying at their place.
But I kept telling him “5 more minutes, im typing the last word!”
*message
7AYATI I miss you..
shda3wa you don’t ask about me
… dalioo hatha yzay oo athab6ich ;] jk jk
[ewww its shirefa ]
*Imessaged
halla 7ayati
sorry walla so much stuff
and intay laish u don’t keep intouch ;p!
[uf. ]
*message
Halla dalia, 9ba7 il 5air ;p
Omy tawha imga3datny 3ashan tabeny ayeblaha
Sha’3la min il jam3iya
Ba3d shway ayeelich
*Imessaged
9ba7 il THUHAR ;p
ok yalla take your time
and shireefa messaged!!
*message
7abeebty .. ana il7een ib avenues
H&M come.. lets get some girl bonding
*message
7igray.
*Imessaged
Shireefa 7ayati walla I cant
Im in avenues now, and im typing my essay
*messag
wain ib avenues
(SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT)
*imessaged
Pauls.. im meeting someone.
*message
ok.. fine… 3ayal… sometime later xx
*imessaged
inshala 7abeebty.
(uff il faka min’ha)
15 minutes later
*message
yaylich il7een…
*Imessaged
ok, bas ana mo ib Pauls.. i6ridony :p
*Message
ana a3ilmhom ;p
he called 5 minutes later
“aloo”- D
“halla, wainich ?”-J
“im trying on cloths in River Island”-D
“uh .. wain alageech ?”-J
“come here!”-D ( as i tried to zip my jeans)
“ma3rf waina, inzain… agolich meet me at Pauls, lana ohwa jidam wayhe”-D
“inshala,but give me a minute”-D
“okaik, bye”-J
I met him in pauls 10 minutes later, cuz a shirt caught my eyes.
“JASSIM!”- I screeched
I saw him sitting and smoking.
He was wearing a purple polo shirt, and grey trackpants(shkla 7ada not in the mood :p). and a hat, but he wore it backwurds, so part of his hair was coming out.
“halla dalia”-he stood up, and put his cigarette in the small bin.extinct.
“5alik ga3d sht3wa”-D
“la la, i7tiram shway shfeech”-he winked
“haha ok,,tabe tamshy wala we sit?”-D
“3al ra7tich”-J
“walk”-D ...I gave him the puppy eyes look
“5ala9 WALK it is !”-J
“dalo, 3a6eny jan6itch iley feha laptop!”-J
“la la 5aleha ma3y!”-d
“byinksr thahrch, 3a6eeniyaha”-J
“jassim mo thgeela!!”-D
“3adi, 3a6eny yaha oo ray7eeny”-J
I gave in, and gave it to him.
“JASSIM DISH JASSIM DISH!”-D
“wain wain ??”-J
“zara,, OH OH by the way!! I got you something”-D
“shino haha”-J
“ta3al il dressing room.”
We went in, and into the room.
“ok shoof, hatha it just caught my eyes, and I thought it would look AMAZING 3alaik”-D
“wareeny ya!!!!”-J
“first drum rolls!”-D
“laa!!”-J
“please jassim please!!”-D
“ukh , ok dum dum dum”- he looked upwards
and I started laughingggggggggggggggg!!
“yalla kahoo yal fashill hahah!!”-D
HE OPENED HIS EYES SOOOOOOOO EXTENSIVLY!
It was a power rangers shirt ;]
“laaaaaaaaaa2 laaaaaaaaaa2 magdar!! Ana wallllaaaa mooo 3omry ithnain”-J
“try it,,” as I unlocked the door and stood outside.
“dalia…”-J
“jassim..”-D
and he closed the door.slowly,passing his gloomy face.
SUCCESS!!!
He came out, and I got my bb out.
*click*(picture)
“FOG’HAA?!!!”-J
“haaaaaaahahahahahaha yoou look so cute walla hahahaah”-D
he came close to me, and started pinching my cheecks.
And yes we were in a girls dressing room
And that lady stared at us like we were insane, she stared making calls
Jassim noticed.
And ignored.(he was a bit disappointed)
He went inside and changed.
We went out, and started to talk.
You should have seen the peoples faces…
So dramatic
“Umbay, hathy mnin9ij’ha wain ga3dain?”
I heard people say as we passed by.
We walked to the end of avenues, it was so empty there, we were the only people.
He put his arm around my shoulders, and his face close to mine.
I felt so cuddled
“za3lana?”-J
“wallaw!!it was so fun”-D
*messaged
5osh company! Ma ti3zimony?
His arms cuddled me so hard
“jassim ma giltle 3an shirefa”-D
“ee.. wala hal bint 9ay3a!”-J
“she just messaged me, look”-D
“shino ya3ni, 5osh company? Min 9ij’ha.. goléelaha ma7d 6ilab raych.. 5al tathlif.”-J
he let go of his hand, and i stood infront of him.
“see that’s what I don’t understand,,, weren’t you like friends with her”- I started talking with my hand gestures.
“hadday balich… bas ina il shabab galoley ina shayfeen’ha ib 7aflat wa7d, shes drinking and smoking.. alaho a3laam shitsawe ba3ad! Min 9ijich tabeny ag3ad ma3a hal ashkaal? Kil digega i6arishhly messages I love yyouo oo madry shino, oo aham shay you think artha inich tig3deen ma3a hal ashkal oo ti5tirb sim3tch 3al fathy”-J
I blushed. Ya7laila.
we stood by the stairs.
I stared downstairs.
He rubbed my back.
“madry min wain y6la3on hal ashka’l. wae3, that whore.. sorry 3ala the words. Bas jad, lay mita chithy.. ?y3ni shbe golon 7ag zoj’hm when they get married, I doubt they can even hide it, no one would want them ba3ad.”
“9a7 kalamich…”-J
“haha adri”-D
“za3lty?”-j
“laish.. 5al’ha twaly..hal ashkaal ma ystahloon wa7da nafsy”- I teased
he put his arm on my sholders, and hugged my so hard.
Uf It felt too warm and right… butterflies.. butterflies, and more butterlflies.
”3afya!!”-J
we walked, and I put my hand in his waist. Uf. It just felt right.
But still… that doesn’t mean were a couple right? Were just friends :)
I guess..
Saturday, March 14, 2009
MiAmor[8]; wearing my heart on my sleeve

*imessaged
"halla Dalia"-J
Friday, March 13, 2009
MiAmor[7]-:The best way to forget your past is to reveal it-Starlight

Tuesday, March 3, 2009
MiAmor[6] Dedicated to: Hi my name is...

Thursday, February 26, 2009
MiAmor[5]

The next day, I woke up …extremely early!
Headed off to the bathroom, changed into my white jeans, wore my black(short uggs) and a black turtle neck. Putting my wavy messed up hair down. I cut it, two days ago. It was very long, and I got sick of long hair. So I just cut it up to my neck, with bangs. My hair color was retarded, at night it’s black, but in the morning it would be light brown. And so that goes on to my eyes to, at night its brown, in the morning its hazel. I wore my (ray ban wayfarer rx5121) but I only use them when I read. I applied some blush, and brown eyeliner. Then got out of my room.
I greeted my parents with a kiss on their forehead, and drank milk, then took my (2004 jeep grand Cherokee) keys and headed out to the door.
When I got there, I walked to starbucks to buy me some coffee, so I suggested that I should also get Jassim coffe to.. and so I did.
I walked up the stairs to the library.. sat in one of the tables, started studying a bit of accounting, so I won’t embarrass myself in front of him from not knowing any of the answers.
An hour had passed and he still hasn’t arrived.
1 message received:
Hey Dalia… sorry, I had soccer practice …and I thought I would finish at 7 since the coach wanted to murder us and made us come at 5 to practice. Anyways, I hope your still in the library, because I’m on my way.
Message
I’m still in the library(: … I’m dying here to…accounting is ……scary.
1 message
Yalla I’m on my way to save you;P
Thank god he messaged me, I thought he would ditch me or something… now, now I wouldn’t like that.
He ran in, with his soccer uniform, and a band in his hair; so his hair won’t annoy him…I’m guessing…
“JAAAAAAAAAAAD asiff!!!”
“shta3wa jassim 3adi.. now you’re here so lets get started!”
“yallah inshala, baas 5aleny ashrb maaay thwany!”
Hi took his water bottle from his bag, and he started drinking so rapidly.
Hot.
Hot.
And..
Hot.
“yala bidaina..?” as he closed the cover of his bottle.
“ee yala!”
-
2 hours later.
“jassim ta3abt… 3adi na5th break?”
“shrayich inkamla bacher?”
“ee ok..”
“3adel 3ayal”
Hes.hot.
“ee ba3ad int shaklik ta3ban…ooo nisait!! Ana kint yaybatlik gahwa, bas akeed ibridat!sorry walla nisait 3ana…”
“ya7laich… la 3adi 6awfeeha… tabeen inro7 nakl mokan? Ana misht’hy chithty.. hamburger?shrayich..”
YA UM, I DIDN’T NO WHAT TO SAY. CUZ YES I WOULD LOVE TO GO AND STARE AT YOU ALL DAY, BUT NO BECAUSE ITS WRONG.
“Sure.. bas la in6awl liana 3andy 7i9a ba3ad sa3tain!”
“ulaaaa sa3tain… yalla bas 3a6eeny digeega aroo7 il 7maam oo abdil hdomy”
“ok, ill meet u in the parking lot”
“inshala”
I went downstairs, to the parking lot. And waited.
He came quickly.. dressed in a navy sweater, and jeans. Still wearing this thing in his head.
Ok now he isn’t hot, hes sexy.
“yala namshy”
“ana la7gitk ib sayarty..”
“ min 9ij? 7asha ta3aly ma3ay…”
I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
“uh.. mm.. ok..” with a hesitation in my voice.
I sat in the passenger seat of his black rang rover.
He opened the fm.. and drove.
“ ha wayn nawya itro7een takleen?”
“shrayik mcdonalds, na5tha take away”
“Fooga”
When we got there
“ ha shnawya takleen..i want Large mcchicken with large fries and large coke!”he told the filipino
“mabe shay..”
“la 3ad, bit za3leeny chithy!”
“ la walla maby , shab3ana min il gahwa”
“intay vegetarion?”
“sh3arifik :P”
“guessing.. ok can I have a vegetarion burger with friez and…?shal 3a9eer ily tabena..?”
“gitlik mabe shay ahhaah jad…”*cough*orange*cough”
He laughed.. “orange to go with it.”
We reached to the pay station, and he insisted to pay, but I did not allow that… so he just shoved the money to the Filipino before me.
I gave him the meanest look ever.
“ HAHAHAHAHAH sht3waa !!!!”
“ la wala, mara7 akil chithy!”
“ 3ayal ana ma akil”
“LAA”
“ la mabi 5ala9”
“uf fine fine”
“victory” he winked
I sticked my tongue out.
We got our meals, and he parked the car.
I took off my glasses, and started eating.
“wae3333” I blurted out by mistake..
“shfeech?”
“ uh .. walashay”
“feeha shay il burger..?”
“la la, bs this person I know and hate is here..”
I turned my face to avoid this person.
“shimsaweelich hatha”he munched his burger
“uh..wala shay . jad forget about it..!”
I was so into my food, before I knew it…
TICK TICK TICK.
